im really really back from NS gopeng.

YAHHHHH finally !!

I'm back from plkn gopeng 2days already :P

obviously my mood still in the NS life, almost whole day keep thinking all the memories there.

i'm really feel sad when the day we have to go back, 13/3.

I cry like hell NON-STOP, keep using tisu to rub away my tears.

Totally tak boleh tahan wehhhh, from 2/1 - 13/3,

such a long time we sleep togother eat together play together do every activities together ....

how could we leave there easily :'(

should repeat what i said in last two article.

knew a lot of friend from here.

the most i love is all the C3 sihiaopo.....feel glad to knew they all from here.

can you imagine all the same type 38 giler girls stay together in a dorm for 3months?

we can laugh non-stop, play many things here and there.

zikean, a cute crab that same birthday with me :P

so i can feel that many things of us are almost same ;)

as u say, im the first person who ask for ur name when u arrive this camp,

i had a feel want to be friend with u when i saw u >< gemini feel weeeeh <3

love same type of song, books... we bring own novel go and 3 books are same. Haha~

" yi ba gei ni si."

13th when zikean start to cry, then san2 this sapo also cry already, this si wei po XD 

i will always remember because of our name, we knew each other most first in this camp.

and same dorm, u sleep beside me and take care of me 3months.. <3

thanks so much, si wei po ^///^ i'll keep ur fingernail cut carefully.

" si wei po~ "

then is amy, her skin most white between all of us, kisiao...

i think she go back also no people can guess out that she had go to ns before -_-lll

"cocibawawa, mini mini coconut.... " <3 hope can hear u say again.

yiling, amoi ni always bising sangat, that's why she can be our alarm xP

haha, she's the only 1 of us din't cry !! san2 say her hati keras xD

we all love to bully her, this is our hobby in camp. hahahahaha XDDD

" wake up larh~! 6 o'clock already larh!!! "

siteng, the most thin girl in our gang.

i don't know izzit because of she always eat maggie cup :O

''friend only lorh~~''.... yaa merh? XD

hoyuen, a novel and radish freak.

after tutup lampu she still can hold her mp4 to read her comic everynight.

but idk why she have no myopic -_-lll 

"yerrr ~ renjia also wan~~ " 

siewyeng is our chinese mama, her massage skill quite good, 

always help us massage, and she help me scraping (guasha) when i get fever that time.

" gili owhhhh~ "

amanda, super duper have her own style when she talking, hahaha a good BANANA GIRL XP

i can learn some english when hear she talking with shameeth, hee. 

"Seriously, wo zhende zhende zhende zhende ...... Oh my god~"

shameetha, always tharma here tharma there tharma everywhere x)

wish this couple can enjoy their love larh :P

'' Tharma ~ my man ~''

got alot of joke between us, Charlie 3 chinese girl.... 

I write most of them into my diary books ady, so i think wont repeat everything here larh. :D

i'll always remember our 'koutoucan' ~~ <3

thanks for always take care each other in this 3 month.

take care..... hang out somewhere after that, kay ? :D 

Love yaaa.

 

and other malays...

Jannah, Nabilah, Kelly, Wanie, Aina, Izs, Farah, Nadia...

they all are quite friendly. <3

especially Eza Mama, our malay mama :D

she's very sayang us.... <3 she come to our bed and help us cover quilt nicely.

she do alots of thing to C3, she's really deserve our love. <3

and other friend ... 

XiaoPei the gang of chinese~ Eika, Mel, Zainun, Sam, Joey, Jieyi, Gina, Eunice, Shuling, Shiyee, Nicole Jessy Jiha, Durges, Karthiny, Sumaiyah, Izyan ...

boys..

i think most of them from our pk5 ...

Rahmat, he is kinda cute cause he always shy XP

but i'll feel happy when saw his face or his smile :D 

and actually he quite handsome heeeee. 

but his talking style always make me feel like want to pukul him xD

bodoh mat ni :X

And he like play guitar if i'm not mistaken, i wan to learn so long time ago :\ 

sapo qiaoxin say she want to teach me... 

but i think now she is working also no time to teach me ba, hold ju sin.

Okay then Rafee, my another best friend in camp, so tall -_-lll 

i tak blh tahan he taller than me 1 head +_+

he always come to find me lepak, 

still remember last time i ask him to find a pingpong to us play soccer.

then he really help us to find... althought can't find it but at least he give us a golf ball :D

still in my beg right now :X i will keep it nicely. :)

last day before i naik bas i saw he cry also.

giler rafeeee jangan nangis la :O make me feel so sad aihh.

Zeck. The first person who always call me gemok and feipo.

and i think he is the malay in Charlie that i most friend with. :)

38 dia ni XD i enjoy the time when pk class our organisasi is so noisy.

buzy what? he and fikrul keep conteng my books and my hands. +_+

I always kidding with him about eza mama, haha

cause he always ask me to borrow comics from eza mama x)

Hafiz, Wan, Alam, Azry, Kamal  :D

this 5 delta boys many admires dehhh xD

Hafiz and wan, evon and me, i enjoy the time play soccer with u all.

always 2 vs 2 x)

and always ask to belanje ice-creamm cause they are loser last time, heee. xD

we all quite qisin when play this game -_- 

'' jalankan tugas '' XP i'll keep the pingpong, we play again if got chance. <3

Kamal pulak when first time i hear he say his name, i heard "gambar"

then i always call him gambar x) he is really a cute boy!!!! 

i like to saw his smile so much also :D

and he bring DSLR come make me feel shock :O haha

i think he like to capture photo?

cause i can always saw him take the DSLR capture here and there.

thanks for the rose he fold to me, quite nice (^ - ^)

Fikrul, a boy that like to smile with his eyes like a LINE till smaller than me !!! hahaha XD

always notice where is amy.... same with eyeliner and amir la, haha x)

Iwan, everytime he talk with me also ask where is zijia, kesian aku ni. :O

then i always answer him go find her by yourself xD brave abit la iwan! :D

afterthat, our KN class guys... actually they are also quite funny.

for sure first person is our leader vinod, and then hao, alam, born, shahmi, vicky them...

i enjoy our class :D but is better if without things about sejarah... >''<

and charlie's boy... eyeliner, oliver, derek, adam, giant them...
those always lead our company to do everything. thanks so much :D

Okay last only i say chinese boy,

cause they are not really more chinese boy i knew from there =_=

if got, most of them also from chonghwa.. 

like zhenghao, brandon, zhifeng, shurong, xuanyi, huaseng, bryan... 

(but most of them i also knew from kem but not from chonghwa. -_-)

erm okay first sure is kelvin, Best friend marh right :D

a very tall boy again zzzzzzz our kem so many boy tall like hell :\

like the time we 3 person chitchat :D me ziyun and kelvin.

although the sei CHUN seng make me bekcik always...

but mou gai la, who ask we are friend :P

hang out always yaaaa. <3

still got fai but he seldom chat with me already so i also not very know him ..=\

but this boy got tiger teeth, quite cute ^^

and shuang bin, we same KN class but didn't talk to each other.

i thought he is banana also when i saw him, cause his skin white like paper omg.

until last day antidadah ceramah ....

me, bin, hao, xin sit together talk like sampat keep talk talk talk.... XD

feel abit regret know him so late :)

he is quite a nice person. he same school with wetwet them, haha

Oh...... remind me to watch S.A.W already XD

and the last last last persons... Evon and Yun.

felt glad can friend with them very well... <3

Charlie Delta.

i count them as our ''si hiao po'' already, cause they always come to C3 ~~

especially yun, come to sleep with meeee >///<

heeee malunye ;P
evon pulak always bring biskuit come, love her so muchhh larrrhh hahaha~

now hope yun can handle her job as a tuition teacher and von can study in tarc  :D

kayyyyyy

agak2 i said abit what activities had done after cny we back to gopeng that month.

flying fox are quite nice for sure.... but i more like the space shot at genting highlands xD

menembak using colt m16, Omg much amused, memang seronok !!

and should happy cause i get a good marks of shooting result, 

i think around 72 like that( forgotten, wait the photo upload by san2 behh -_-lll)

is quite surprising me, cause i saw the papan of the shoot dint take down...

so i thought 1 bullet also dint kena lllll sad sey me.

afterwards result came out is quite happy and surprise lorhh :P

then got alot of competition...

pertandingan kawad, sukan keativiti, kembara halangan, wira jaya...

our charlie get champion in the competition kembara halangan ^^

delta get pertandingan kawad, aplha get sukan kreativiti... 

but k.halangan that day wira all gaduh... so ....

erm is okay larh, part of our memories too marh. :P

dunno what the result of wira jaya... 

but if bravo then good la, each company get 1 champion ^^

then got persembahan bertema 1 m'sia...

is a good experience to learn tarian cina with traditional fans (>v<)

and unexpected we used the toki no fune - takako matsu  music...

awesome !! many people come to ask for the song haha :)

wira delta's persembahan is kinda siao eh, 

all people high giler when saw puteri hafiz came out. xD

lawa sangat lorh. XD

then pity us can't stay at forest until night because of stupid weather... :'(

and we also can't play rowing boat, all the activities in the water we can't play.

somemore we are the most less days kumpulan stay in kem...

just around 70 days, kumpulan 2 & 3 around 80-88 ++ days.

not fair lorh :\

.... i say want type abit only then now i type so much ady -_-lll

7sin.

i feel that i slow in typing chinese when i back here..... lllll|

PLKN kem kepimpinan gemilang, Gopeng, perak.

Meet you all there is my fortunate, our fate. 

The most unforgettable memories, I appreciate it.  <3

-

昨天去看【回忆】的【83天团】演出, 刚回来就莫名其妙被家伟他们叫去看的.

本来临时告诉他们不去看了, 因为又发烧喉咙痛咳嗽伤风这样, 很累很想呆在家宅一下.

结果家伟就讲咯很大制作叫我考虑多一下....

想想下也很久没跟大家见面了, 最后还是决定出咯 :)

... 幸好我真的去了, wet wet他们的演出真的很棒.... 歌声也一流.

听家伟说他们是经过歌声interview挑选的, 难怪个个都很能唱很能演. 

谢天谢地, 那么久没看舞台剧, 一回来就看了部超高水准的剧.... 

看得我又狂笑又有掉泪.  <3

喔他们演出开始前也有一些专业人员跳舞唱歌, 

跳舞的那个真的让我愣到下巴都要掉下来了, 一流的棒啊. 惊叹!!!

唱歌的就还不错... 觉得第一pair的比较好 (^ ^'')

真的是一个很棒的夜晚 :)

只是后来被莫名其妙打来的电话弄得不是很舒服. 彻底不在状况...

算了吧 :D

晚上时kelvin说聊一下电话的但是我太累等一下子就等到睡着了.

不好意思啊... 最近都比较早容易困了 ... 

习惯了11点多就睡的关系吧, 迟些睡就特别累了 :\

去追戏 .... 去颓废了 Hee :目

Back to gopeng

明天就要回去gopeng了，我其實已經很想念那群傻婆 <3

回來的這幾天幾乎都有一直出去 :D

感謝我唱到K，看到戲了~~ 【神奇俠侶】和【The Green Hornet】

基本上兩部都還好啦 ^^ 新年看些開心的戲輕鬆一下

只是有點可惜來不及看Shaolin >

沒關係嘍，回來之後下載來看 :)

這幾天聽gor講他們之前看的【女人最痛】很不錯，

我就開始追，目前看到第三都覺得不錯了，是我喜歡看的感覺 :P

回來再繼續 (^ ^)/

這幾天回來其實內心是覺得有點納悶的...在面對一些事情的時候

但一切都可以過去的，只要我人好好活著 :D

其實今天看著阿鈴說太多的話，有種更醒覺和徹悟的feel :D

很多重點被說出來，不管套用在哪一個人的身上，似乎都很對

gamxia <3

噢還有一件事，就是....那天

我用著老哥的電話，他讓我幫他刪除信息

然後我不小心看到一些信息.... 幾乎快哭出來。

在進營的前一天，我跟他大吵架，還大打出手..

雖然經常都吵架，但是打架打到那麼厲害還是很少會這樣的。

然後我進營。

進營的那天心很不安很不安...晚上還害怕得哭出來。

一直翻床到半夜睡不著，結果很尿急大家都睡了，沒人陪我上廁所...

整個人就是很害怕心情很不定....一直哭、一直哭。

那時我跟我哥哥Sms，但還是很不安就直接邊call他邊上廁所，

因為真的已經很尿急了。

結果他感覺到我哭...因為我哭到鼻塞很嚴重，哈哈 

那天就這樣跟他sms到終於困了才睡覺。

我真的覺得很warm很warm.... <3

其實去到營的第一個星期，我徹底明白家人多麼疼愛自己。

每通一次電話，都被關心的感覺 .....

然後我回到家，要刪除哥哥的信息時我看到他那晚跟人家的SMS...

"Reli bad mood..haiz..jz nw saw my sis crying..n keep cal bk here..very wory..."

"U may nt understand la..yesterday we stil argue for small thing.. 

i duno how could i so childish..jz nw she call me say scare to go toilet..

her roomate all sleep dy..so she go there herself.. vry dark there.."

"Jz argue something suddenly both of us so hot temper.. scold each other so loud.."

"Cz i gt beat her also...lll...she now still cant fall asleep..nw only i know to wory..haiz.."

真的要哭死我....那時還要在外面吃著東西添.

... Thankyou, Sozaijian. <3

嗯，明天回了，byebye~ :D

So... KEM KEPIMPINAN SRI GEMILANG, Im backkkkkkkk !!!! <3

PLKN // wohoooo HAPPY CNY !

Yea im back from plkn gopeng, perak.

just for a few holidays of chinese new year, afterwards still need to go back for sure :O

Erm, really many things happened at plkn,

many things that i havent try before, and make me laugh like hell.

Seriously i think i get alot of fun and experience from there.

i think is imposible to tell here in details...

i write diary every days for note down all the memories here hehe~ :P

so... everythings just make it a personal memories la 

cause i also wont write again what happen on this month ady... 

kinda lazy =\ hahaha llll

but roughly still can write abit...

Know alot of friend different race...

espeacially Charlie 3 girls, they are freaking crazy man :O

should write everyone of their name here, at least. haha 

they all sambatpo ~ XDD 

im really love them so much so much so much. <3

i knew sansan at bas first, she sat beside me :)

hahaha i can remember we keep chitchat at first and sleep Zzzz....XDllll

after that yiling, zikean, amy, 4 of us same pk class ^^ 

and somemore somemore somemore horrrrr~~~~~~

when zikean write her msn address only i know her birthday same with me, wohoooo x)

gemini 0608 twins werhhh <3

yiling is a refrigeratory(?) , amy is a girl have cute face and lenglui,

always have a charming smile~ ^^

siteng and hoyuen are one pair....haha do everythings together.

siewyeng just like our mum and the only 1 always borrow us hairdryer =X our god wohoo.

then amanda and shameetha... english pro =w=lll

Amanda also have a charming smile always ... <3

and zijia, omg i think most of the time i will saw her in the toilet.

hahahahaha she keep wash her shirt or what i dunno lar but i think watever can wash she will wash it everyday....XDD

still got malay soposssssss 

eza, izs, aina, kelly, jannah, ribena, nisa, nadia, wanie, farah...

they all damn funny u know???

example eza wake us up "Hari ini hari yg ceria, oleh it bangun bangun bangun..."

we keep copy her say this sentence everywhere xDDD

then indians are chandra, ruby... ><

chandra tak chuanBRA XP~~~~/// now she is the ketua wirawati, b4 one is melia :D

and ruby always confuse with my name and sansan name... haha 

erm shamila and anitha back home ady so... 

now i think our dorm just have 23 ppl if im not mistaken.

hmm that's all for my Charlie 3 friends ...

ROUGHLY, its just a ROUGHLY telling... XD

that's still got many stupid bodoh baka things i cant tell.........at here xD

just keep it a secret lar hehehe XDDD

PK class also have alot of funny.... beside the xxx lar =\

most of us dunlike him, a mental problem guy.

and our teacher.... haiz, dunwan to talk bout him already.

"4 season" and " lightning money", i like ur guys so much... GEMPAK!! <3

kumpulan 4season- yiling imran fareez rahmat karthik jiha karthiny sumaiyah :D

organisasi lightning money- nicole wengyen zeck fikrul amir iwan indi lina and.....

*ala just ignore the last ppl. :X

kelvin and fai always said his stupid name infront of me LOL llll

erm zeck and fikrul arrr always conteng my hands and my books =_=llll

but i also got conteng balik XDDDllll budak ko ni ~

zeck keep called me 'gem0k'...(wei wei weii u la pendek XDD)

oh rahmat that group ....durges and rafee always call my name and say "rahmat lerh?"

omg xDlllll

erm, then now class KN... still okay la, 

they only person same PK with me is Alam.. he is really funny lar haha XD

and so cute when smile ;D

teacher is cikgu achik, she is sooooooo KAWAII~~ i like her so much

just like a child always have energy to play with students HAHAHA xDll

im enjoying the class also. :)

Ohya.... i want to tell that yesterday morning we saw alot of stars ....

is really MANY, A LOT of starssssssssssssssssssssssssss !!!!!!!

horrible terrible and vegetable ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OMG

u know too many till gooseflesh on my arms...TERRIBLEEEEEEEE

seriously i wont forget the feel =_____=llll 

and another things is ... i saw meteor !!!!  amy and hoyuen also TwT

it's freaking lucky .... omg omg omg omg excited x)

ohya i wear baju kurung :P

wohooo that time all of us chinese girl wear together

and cikgu johan ask us to stand up at dewan xDlll

excited larh ~~ :D

I like cg johan and cg liza so much, both of them vry nice (/^ ^)/~

weeeeeee.... that's all for plkn things la <3

....this month is just like dreaming.... 

a long dream? haha 

and the dream to be continue soon :P

i wan to play kembara halangan and flying fox wohooooooooo~!

and i wish for the weather dont too hot please ~ 

in coming days when play activity physical...

SAY NO TO BLACK SKIN WEHHHHHH !!! :'O

-

Charlie~~~~~~~

Cuak tak cuak! cuak, cuak cuak!

Takut tak takut! takut, takut takut!

GEMPAK tak GEMPAK~~~~!!! GEMPAK, GEMPAK GEMPAK!!!!!

ohya actually i kinda like the sorakan Sambaleh sambaloa blablabla...

and the Ashiterek, wasu wasu wasa blablabla....

but i dont really know what does it means (=  =, lll)

and the APA LAGI~~! TERHENGEK-HENGEK  ! XDDD

haha.... alot of funny things.... alot, alot.....alot of secret weee C3. xD

and now, i should enjoy my chinese new year holidays wohoooo!!!

who want to date me out~~ booking booking x)

s6 rians gathering on 5th right..

and milkygreen on 7th

3th and 4th have to accompany my parents ~~ <3 

9th havent to go back gopeng ady so...

wohooo still got 6th and 8th i think :O

erm... then i just take my time lar ;)

_ 

whatta..... my skin is freaking itch now... donno sensitive to what :'O

hope will recover asap... cny i gonna eat more and more foods weeee!!!

so....now 10.30....am i going to sleep early today? @@

i dont know ... but i really start to mengantuk ady :\

i think almost everyday sleep 11pm on time is a habit for me already....

Zzzzzz....

...read a comic before i sleep, hehe :X

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR YA GUYS!

N S 我 來 了

HAHA Goodbye my friend and family and i will come back on CNY !!

NS im coming (/ O∇O)ノ

哈哈。

我今天收拾行李，然後順道也稍微清理了房間。

看到眼罩，看到項鍊，還有以前的小信，還有好久沒去碰的記事本，

看到許許多多的東西.....

之前跟媽媽出去買了一個箱子，我把所有的東西都收藏好了。

然後也把心情處理得很好：P

感謝昨晚26莫名其妙理智的信息感染了我。

沒錯，我需要的是這種理智和冷靜，感性什麼的就（攤手////）

這一次沒像以往整理的時候那樣把記事本一頁一頁的回味。

一頁也沒翻來看，直接把它擺在最底處，接著是眼罩和項鍊，

然後陸陸續續讓其他書遮蓋了。

嗯哼~

晚餐爸爸媽媽去姑姑那裡吃，

我就跟老姐還有老哥去吃McDonald，哈哈哈 :P

雖然下午跟老哥吵架吵到直接飆高音來喊（真的很生氣喂喂>A

可是晚餐還是不知覺和好了。

而且一直被逗笑到肚子好痛……lllllll

什麼叫我小心箭豬，小心鬼，小心外星人等等……

看到箭豬要Z字型逃跑，看到alien要把自己埋進土不被發現，看到鬼要……跑。

笑到我缺氧 XDDDDllll

哈哈，也謝謝姐姐請的Mcd :P

還有故意為我farewell的secret recipe 巧克力蛋糕....<3

感謝.....。 覺得很溫暖。

但是那個巧克力蛋糕好膩好肥啦XDDDlllll

我果然好愛我的家人，愛到不行。

第一次離家三個月，希望一切都能好好的適應，然後一定要平平安安 ><

不要被人偷東西，守夜時也不要遇到........ （ry）

謝謝那些跟我說一切順利，加油，好好享受等等的朋友。 

還有那些很仔細跟我說著去NS要帶什麼東西的人....

琪珊俊源，婷，Yugi.... 謝謝你們的苦心 >////<

這些些的祝福和關懷，

就好像SPM時得到的鼓勵那樣，是同樣的感覺，我珍惜著。<3

SO.....  enjoy my 3months NS life !!!! :D







i packed all my thing into a luggage, and ensepulcher my yearn, my memories.

小青 ——
我收拾好行李，也將對你的思念和回憶埋入土中長眠。