呼啊—— 來，喘一口氣。

這幾天都在做工，其實都不會辛苦，只是不知道為什麼我一直覺得很累。
賤骨頭啊~ ，早上起不了身，晚上又遲遲不想睡。
今天的心情還挺糟的......。

錯就錯在差一點中招了，.... erm，或許已經是了吧？
沒必要否認，只是覺得....
嗯，我還是要搞清楚什麼東西是現實，什麼東西是可能，和不可能。

竟然抱著希望一個人隨口承諾的東西？

哈哈，白痴啦。

早就知道不可能會做到的。
哪一類人是騙子，不是早就懂了嗎~


hmmm，希望能快點學guitar吧，可以調整一下最近憋在心裡的壞心情。
其實NS回來後發現有些人都各懷心事，卻也沒打算找誰說。

.....
這是長大的感覺嗎？


.... ：）



有那麼一剎，我想起了form3和唐芯琳小姐無話不談的時光，哈哈。
時間真的不能倒流了呢，大家都各忙各的。
很難得昨天稍微聊了幾句，雖然是做東西才稍微幫忙她一點，
不過也算是說上了兩句談話吧
嗯，真的很忙啊你，加油噢！ ：）


還有就是好想對小瓜們說，加油加油加油！要入圍teatime喔！：P


被人說我似乎很少打華文字了？
其實還好啦？我偶爾還是會有篇華文的。
英文還是很爛, phrrrr ：（
至少更深入的感受我總覺得我沒辦法用英文去表達咯 O_Q



今天真的憋著什麼東西在心裡的感覺，不是很好受呢。
有沒有辦法就像放屁那樣放出來呢？（笑）

開玩笑啦。


**

我就这样告别山下的家
我实在不愿轻易让眼泪流下
我以为我并不差不会害怕
我就这样自己照顾自己长大
我不想因为现实把头低下
我以为我并不差能学会虚假
怎样才能够看穿面具里的谎话
别让我的真心散的像沙
如果有一天我变得更复杂
还能不能唱出歌声里的那幅画

tired -__-

erm, thursday i didn't work, go find peiting to rebonding my hair,

and recolouring my hair too :\

it's cost 105$, is okieee larh hor? :P rebonding 50, recolouring 55..

thanks alot yaaa peiting ;D

and then finally can yamcha with aizaidokk HUI!

walaoooo sibeh hard to see him in a year, HAHAHA

LOL he wanna eat yong tao fu xD

so...as usual, chitchat around 2hours and get back to home, sleep :3

and friday, work.

uhhhhyaaaaa !!! friday i had told stanley, xin and sk, hahaha

i wanna learn guitar at there :P

i know mum still dunwan to let my learn guitar .... :(

soooo.... hehehehehehe ;| shhhhhhhhhh, it's secret xD

i'll only play when there are not customer at there :)

so, hope this plan success larhh weyyy!! x)

today go to PC fair , omgg soooo MANY peopleeee :O

i saw alot of chonghwa studentsss HAHAHA

evon bryan blaze xuanyi minghui and so on la

and i saw peoiyi, kelvin....

but didnt saw brandon *i heard bryan said he also work there.

emmm firstly i wanna SHOUT about bodo HAFIZZZ!!!

grrrr yesterday midnight we confirmed meet at sri rampai lrt 12pm and go pc fair together,

i know that he so miss evon x)

and i didnt tell evon HAHAHA, feel like wanna give her a big surprise

but the BODOOOOO apis -_- grrr

today morning suddenly tell me "hujan, taknak pergi"

hrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr -____________-

second time that i been FFK!

*first time is who the one should know by himself larh harr? :P*

haha, joking, is okie.

but both of you all reason are quite..... funny. grrr. -____-

ermmm then saw kamal :DD haha but forgot to capture pic with him arrr =_=

and keep walkin here and there

find evon and kelvin and xiaopei, then we eat at food court HAHA ;)

afterthat von and kelvin go back work,

xiaopei accompany me :3 heeee

erm both of us are just buy a pendrive, HAHA x)

then she go pavillion find her friend :)

then then then ermmmm

i do a crazy thing that i planned yesterday x)

ermmm i go to selayang mall to find mat :D

grrr waiting for the ktm wasted my half hour and more -___-

erm go by lrt, ktm, teksi :O

is quite far larhhhh.

huuu, i still remember sms ask josh lll

and also luckily the teksi uncle so nice ;)

if not i think i'm totally lost XDD

arrived, i walkin here and there to find johnny's restaurant :O

go up stair blablabla cant find, then go down stair only i saw him

HAHAHAHA i know he is so surprise when he saw me x)

HAHA ~

emmm... then i wait for him finished work larh.

i go around shopping a while... and fall asleep on a long chair -_-llll

he didnt reply my msg, and when he call me, he told me that he back already

ermmm okie, then i also back home for sure.

just feel abit .... :\ errr whatever larh.

at ktm, wth got a man wanna steal my hp -___-

i caught his hand !!! but he pull back and pretend like nthg happen, grrrrr

too bad :(

hmmm and last i saw a friend at lrt, i forgot her name already..

but i saw smthg that make me feel sooo ..... ......

........

ermm ermmm ermmmmmm... huuu okie, okie.

..

arghhh, tired!! sleep!

** i bought a cap :D

if i say never?

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yeay ! :D

finally i register for mass communication, broad casting.
a course that i never consider to take before i back from NS. :O

is okie, although cant choose dasein illus....
but i will try my best to focus on this course. :)

and now, im waiting for my Bamboo! my Laptop!
nyekekekeke >:3

anyway, thanks my parents for this few days,
i know your are just worry my future. <3


emm yesterday work until 2am :O
uhh, tired.
and wanna face some weird customer hmmp! ;(
but is orait ~

ohyaaa i fall down from the stairs OMGGGG so pain x'(
thanks stanley fetch me back larhhh hee :)
so today go see doctor and didnt work.
but tomorrow still need to continue work for sure :\



emmm, thanks for yesterday waiting me :D ♥

快樂少一人分享，快樂就只剩一半 >,<

uhh, 3days -_-

ermm this few day are keep working at okyan.
is okie abit now... many thing can handle better than first week.
but sometimes still will have some fault :\

april fool that day.
erm, i think i have a special day with a guy. :)
it's a shock for me when i know everything that u had done on that two days.
but all the thing had settle now, and ....
i wont tell so much at here, it is our secret, shhhh. Hee okiee. :)
and last, i would like to say THANK YOU here,
im really feel glad to knew u :) a really OLD friend , HAHA.

*

and 2rd of april, yesterday.
morning i go 12floor' to see the all xiaogua having drama class before i go for work.
i stand besides, i can feel that i was soooooo miss the time when i having drama class.
the feel of keep sweating, the excited feel when wanna warm-up dance :DDDD
... alright, this year MG still have many trouble that need them to face.
especially to face the school teacher ... headmaster, again and again ...
emmm i think i cant do anything also,
just hope they can overcome all the problem :)
and go straight to this year TEA TIMEEEE !!!!
good luck MilkyGreen, my beloved xiaogua. <3

afterthat go work.
and work till shop closed :O
it's first time i stay there until the shop closed, quite tired... but still okiee larh. ;D
thank cheehao sent me back ;)

*

and last, todayyyy ;DDD
finally, we had a outing againn heee! :DDDDD
with mat, von, 10, shuling.
yea ;DDD
a relax day heheeeee.

first i go lrt sri rampai take mat, and we go wangsa walk wait for others.
quite embarrassed when i saw him at first, haha like nothing to say :O
afterthat we go A&W, and it's okay abit i think because of the pleasant ambience..
we chit chat and 10, von, shuling arrived one after another.
go bowling, movie and last after shuling back, we go to pizzahut for our dinner ;)

ermmm then 10's dad came to fetch her,
von and i sent mat back lrt station, then we go back w.walk to buy her sport shoes ;P
okieee i think today is a quite happy day. yipeee! :D

some photo i will put here later on,
it's too muchhhh for photo that our capture today -___-!






*
i had some feel.... but i know that's not. rite? :D
it's impossible.

thanks.
for ur hand, ur expression, ur smile.