Thursday, November 11, 2010

Too bad

I know my problem but keep and keep, sink into it.
gonna solve it as soon as possible !
Today such a bad day actually, but i keep smiling weyyyyy 
im really don't like the feel give a trouble to others... the feel too bad D:
Omgggggg i will try to correct it. 

And that's some little bother things happen.
It's seems like another example of yesterday incident :O
hmm i will just avoid this kind of things happen.
No more no more, yea so all people can SLEEP WELL yeheee :)

Argggh my english name still haven't decide.
hmm nevermind la just leave it and choose chary after spm XP
and thanks to person who giv me suggestion lahh :)
my bro, dexter, jacky, sk, stanley,
grace(weee first time call ur this name, syok? XD), wayne and so on la :D
imma really weak on choosing this -___-llll 
sorry for keep wasting your time :X

Actually this few days i can feel that i really become more bad temper i think?
ohno. D:    i wanna draw!!
DRAW WITH ME (?!) suddenly think of the video :\
miss the moment ...... with your guys. 

Waleyyy.
Please don't sounds like you know me so much ya guy. :)
there are something i will never let you know. never ever.

roarrrr 12 days leave.
im gonna sit for the spm after 12days?!! 
panic betul wwwwww

And all the form5 students.... we are graduate soon :(
i will miss your guys soooo muchhhhhh.
I love 5S6. I love you all.



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心情确实有些空荡荡。
却能一整天用一种方式去遮盖。
因为已经晓得自己去解决了。(笑)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

steady

Now only i know my trial result =___=
stupid ham help my copy down my result last week but forgot to telll me lll
hmm, 6A... still satisfied but hope SPM can really get a result like this
actually trial i get quite many tips from friends llllll
so i think this is not really my ability can obtain this result = =
anyway i hope that i can do well in my spm (blink~*

Today didn't go to school again.
i think this is the fourth time i headache in this month.... althought it is only 9th today(??)
last week i cramp at school and quan help me to pull my hand strongly llll
hmm, really wanna take care of my health.

That are many thing in my mind in recent weeks.
extremely confusing, i not really know what are you thinking.
however.. im no need to guess it.
yesterday we talk about horoscrope again.
gemini? taurus? sagittarius? aquarius?
hahahaha quite accurate.
i am really believe on it, but i more trust fortune are hold in our hand.
just be yourself.
i will try to become more steady as i can.(^ ^)

i really like your smile.
althought all of your smile type are not same XD
i like the sound... this few days are quite prefer together with your.
even though im the only girl, but i think your also didn't treat me like a girl larh lllll
(farting~!!!!) XD

and the magician cepah(i think is spell like that gua)
make me think of my qian again.(BIG LAPvvvvv XDllll)
i promiseeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
after my spm i sure wanna draw pic for him !!!wwwwwwww

more 2 weeks to run.
okay, it's time to go back my room and study.


Saturday, November 6, 2010

棉花糖 - 再见王子

那个夏天灿烂耀眼 
忽然之间 下雨也没人撑伞
是我的初恋 那次失恋

你的气味已经飘散
我还留恋 心里面共同的声线
你微笑的脸 好久不见

时间过了几年 长大了一些
心中的那个王子 要说再见

再见吧我的王子 守护爱情的样子
让回忆纪念最初感动的真实
满口永远的孩子慢慢懂事
用眼泪灌溉会幸福的种子

再见吧我的王子 梦想还没有消失
我会并著你的勇气一起坚持
晒著艳阳的奔驰 勾勾手指
你住的城市会有我的 思念因子

后来我们各自旅行
哪些风景 最让人容易沉迷
最近常下雨 但会天晴

时间过了几年 长大了一些
心中的那个王子 要说再见

围绕著你   围绕著你..

Laugh

lazy use chinese, so ... broken english for today's article lll
yesterday go to okyan, wow really many people there =    =!
around 10 person i think ?

the feel not bad, keep laughing for the whole day.
'three country kill' we play till so excited llll
directly collapse when i kill two of my minister by myself what the?!!! XDllll 
totally unacceptable =______=^
im not 昏君 .........  (????) <-- oii why u put question mark XDDD
and last round is we all 反贼 win XD 
this round laugh till cramp ady llll stanley u 昏君 than me okay? XD
hmm, although is a fun game but not really addictive on it larh :D
after all is more suit for boy :P

thanks for all the laughing sound yesterday.
im really appreciate it..

and .... 
i like the feel we sing a song together, i like the feel we laughing together... 
i like your smile.

arrive home, parents haven't back yet..
facing all the wall .... i realised that i long time really didn't talk well with my family.
this few days they are always going out too .. 

haha, yesterday before sleep, they haven't back.
today woke up, they are go out ady, just leave a msg on the whitebroad.

is okay what, nothing at all.
just feeling bit weird.

yesterday night i used mask before sleep.
and suddenly drop tears whatta O^Olllll
i sure that the mask have no benefit for my face ady llll
Haha...izzit i miss out something?
afterward i sleep around 12am 
it is really early for the recently sleeping time.

when i on facebook i saw something about horoscope..
reflect to something i think out last night.

haha...

hey there is no anyone at home now, 
wohooooooo that means i can sing loudly FOR SURE!!!
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr XDDDDDDDDDDDD

single looping // Mr. Alone - Gary 


For the thing i not really needed, i will not hold it tightly...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

沒有如果,只有曾經。

其實我這幾天的生活還蠻平靜的。
我很享受很能控制好自己。
我沒有什麽問題發生,我沒有去想太多。

好吧本來一切都很好喲?
還在噗那裏看大夥玩路西法小C和阿金
我只能說他們的對話都讓我笑抽了這樣XDDDDDD

這裡逛逛哪裏逛逛好無聊的逛回來了自己的部落這樣(??
轉mouse隨意拉了下去拉啊拉啊
隨意又看囘了一篇自己前陣子鎖起來的網志?
那一個誠實面對困惑的自己,去剖白一些心里情緒的網志……
還記得那篇我足足用了三四個小時來寫,
就爲了記下一大堆的回憶(扶額
想起還覺得好苯阿喂喂lllllllllllll
不過如果再選一次我還是會這麽做就是了?(笑lll

只是確實是霎那看囘時心有小抽痛。
我不敢看得太仔細,一字一句都會讓我想起那時期。

邊看邊笑。我知道那些都是很單純很單純的東西
但我明白有些事情已經不再可能。
我只會當作那是一種擦肩而過的美,保留心底,珍惜著 :)

恩,其實真的不是應該心疼的,而是應該笑著……去感受。
那些美好的時刻..

直至現在,我都還有保留喲。
一切的一切。

……再看囘時,是比起之前更來得心情悸動。:)

卻也不會再做什麽了。
因爲我相信現在的東西是對的。

:)

我想過,今年的自己到底是不是就敗在太重視愛情了。

不過現在的我倒是很淡定……果然自己才是自己的輔導師麽XDD


此時此刻的自己心情並沒有很糟,
只是霎那變得很精神,因爲自己也被這深夜突然的動作給弄清醒了。
其實我差點以爲我忘記密碼了llllll
畢竟blogspot和無名不一樣,無名可以登錄了不用密碼也看到
blogspot是他娘的麻煩啦llllllllllllllllllll
登入了我只看到一堆HTML馬的XDDDDDDDDDD
所以我的記憶力也不算太差嘛(笑

其實我很喜歡坦白那一面的自己。
看著自己一段段當時最真實的文字,只有感覺到很多的感動。
回憶都是這樣編制出來的不是麽……:)

阿……
我其實現在真的好想念當時的一切。
現在拉。

也只是現在。
想想就好想想就好……

頓時覺得密密麻麻的回憶讓我覺得充實的喘不過氣……
多想抓緊每一個當時。

……但過了就是過啦 :)
感嘆感嘆一下就好。

至少我會記得你曾經對我那麽好。
我知道那不是人人都擁有的東西。(笑。

我珍惜每一個特別,然後……我會很懷念很懷念。
當時真的是一步一步地……好單純。
我喜歡當時淡淡的感覺。

當時……

啊lllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

馬的越說只會越不捨啦你去死XDDDDDDDDDDDD

一直寫一直寫只會擴大我的懷念而已阿。
不能想太多了……

去睡去睡(敲頭##

不過現在這樣的心情……倒是好想找個人來聊阿
(喂你腦殘嗎這時段大家都睡了好不好XDDDD!!!!!
所以阿,只是想而已就好
又沒有真的要去打擾誰。
就連Msn都剩下兩位不懂是誰的人在上網XDDDD

我喜歡會協調好心情的自己,這代表我有能力去照顧好自己。
對不對^-^

那是一個過客。
愛情裏,是我會記得的過客。
僅此而已……:)